My gift to you

Over time, I thought about it.

There's no point in me wanting to be in your world.

Hence, I won't even bother to try and get into your world.

For one, I never did want to be in your world.

I had a choice; but I chose to give it up.

It is not because of the reason that I said it was, although everyone chose to believe in it.

Perhaps, this is the world of mine; my AB world. The world where no one should ever know what I really mean.

To see others wanting into your world to the point of disregarding my existence, I'm contented.

Don't think that I have changed. I never change.

It is merely you who is changing, merely you who is accepting, merely you who is embracing the change.

Six years ago...I haven't forgotten what I had promised to do.

Hence, I will keep doing it. For as long as I can.

I do not know what celebrations are; do not care for it is.

Though I wish you well in the days and months to come, I do not know how to say good bye.

Do I want to see you again? I do not know. For now, I am not in your world.

And I do not expect you to understand and be in my world. Because if you do, you would already know what I mean when I say it.

Do I need the company from you, because I will cease to exist on my own?

Don't be too full of yourself. You never did know me.

I have walked this path alone from the very beginning. I am alone.

Henceforth, I will just continue on my path; my own way.